I just had a relapse, a recall on my last 2 years.
2 Years ago
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It was around just only two months i had joined my new maths tutions but that day was a special one. As always i was solving the problems to show it first to maths teacher, and then she entered, i was frozen... In my entire life i hadn't seen anybody as her. She was beautiful, her eyes had an infecting effect on me. I was stunned on my place, i just could not move my eyes away from her, and then my maths teacher called me and scolded me for being late in showing copy for the first time. And it didnt mattered to me. For next 2 months till exams i didnt missed a single day of tutions. The holidays were a pain for me. I never thought if she would have any feelings for me but all what i know was i was deeply in love with her. I kept dreaming on her most of the time. She was my day and she was my night. I always reach tutions early to see her as, if my teacher would know about this i was definitely goin to be killed. I was one of the geeky type guys, not much good looking or handsome a regular and lame guy sent to the earth by god. I studied good and that made my teacher to look more on me, which made me more frightened. On tutions i was never able to take my vision away from her. It was just like i was the opposite pole and was always attracted towards her. I also feared if she knew i was staring at her she would tell the teacher but luckily she never did. Was it true that she too was attracted towards me?? Several questions were revolving around my mind. *HORN SOUNDS* The red lights rival green light had won. People started moving and with that i too.... I was again back to real world. I had only twenty more mins to cover six kilometers on the busiest traffics. My heartbeat sounded different. I was afraid of losing..
I was a driving freak again passing through the nearly impossible gaps between other vehicles. Several people were shouting at me but it was not even able to touch my ears. I was on a worst position of my life, and then *bang* i had hit a guy on a cycle, he had fallen down, I looked again, and i rotated the accelerator till it got stuck. And for the next some minutes i was speeding at my highest, i reached the next traffic but it was too busy. There was an accident by a truck which had jammed the whole road, i tried backing up and to get into another road but i was stuck due to the flood of vehicles behind me. And then my mind made a transition to the past again....
2 Years ago
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It was around just only two months i had joined my new maths tutions but that day was a special one. As always i was solving the problems to show it first to maths teacher, and then she entered, i was frozen... In my entire life i hadn't seen anybody as her. She was beautiful, her eyes had an infecting effect on me. I was stunned on my place, i just could not move my eyes away from her, and then my maths teacher called me and scolded me for being late in showing copy for the first time. And it didnt mattered to me. For next 2 months till exams i didnt missed a single day of tutions. The holidays were a pain for me. I never thought if she would have any feelings for me but all what i know was i was deeply in love with her. I kept dreaming on her most of the time. She was my day and she was my night. I always reach tutions early to see her as, if my teacher would know about this i was definitely goin to be killed. I was one of the geeky type guys, not much good looking or handsome a regular and lame guy sent to the earth by god. I studied good and that made my teacher to look more on me, which made me more frightened. On tutions i was never able to take my vision away from her. It was just like i was the opposite pole and was always attracted towards her. I also feared if she knew i was staring at her she would tell the teacher but luckily she never did. Was it true that she too was attracted towards me?? Several questions were revolving around my mind. *HORN SOUNDS* The red lights rival green light had won. People started moving and with that i too.... I was again back to real world. I had only twenty more mins to cover six kilometers on the busiest traffics. My heartbeat sounded different. I was afraid of losing..
I was a driving freak again passing through the nearly impossible gaps between other vehicles. Several people were shouting at me but it was not even able to touch my ears. I was on a worst position of my life, and then *bang* i had hit a guy on a cycle, he had fallen down, I looked again, and i rotated the accelerator till it got stuck. And for the next some minutes i was speeding at my highest, i reached the next traffic but it was too busy. There was an accident by a truck which had jammed the whole road, i tried backing up and to get into another road but i was stuck due to the flood of vehicles behind me. And then my mind made a transition to the past again....
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